If only

If he said the word, I would be his.
I would be the best girlfriend in the world for him.
I would love love love him.
I already love him, but there would be more love, different love.

We've kissed.
We've hugged.
We've groped.
We've...gone farther but not far.

If it isn't to happen, if we aren't to be,
I will live
I will love
And I will continue to have him in my life
Hopefully forever
Because I do love him
Even if I will love someone else
I will always love him